Ok, so here goes. I feel myself slipping back into my old PPD habits – not enjoying things as much, getting irritably quickly, I can feel the tension RIGHT beneath the surface, I am snapping at everyone – it’s frustrating as heck!

I think last week got to me more than I care to mention or admit (well, wait a minute, I’m admitting it now, right?). I will be calling my OB in the morning to ask about taking Omega 3.6.9 as I really don’t want to up my medicine but I am trying to deal with the fact that I may have to. Omegas are supposed to help with mood plus they’re great for baby development so it’d be a win win situation.

Also, I am going to dinner with Chris’ grandmother on Saturday – and his parents will be out of town. I think I am going to go to his parent’s house after dinner with his grandmother and just crash. Sleep in on Sunday and not have to worry about anything. Cabin fever is getting to me too – one car and being stuck at home is really driving me bonkers.

 i’ll update tomorrow about the OB call.